My blood sugar is 268. I feel like a wet mop. Diabetes sucks. I'm struggling to get it back together and under control. I've done it before, but can I do it again?
This time I'm older. I'm struggling with weight, asthma, menopause, migraines, and stress. I'm a hot mess. I'm on insulin and fast acting insulin and a pill, and now my doctor tells me my cholesterol is high and my white blood cell counts are elevated. I never learn, do I?
Or I never keep it up and follow through. I go for so long before I peter out. Hit. The. Wall.
That wall hurts!
So here I go again. For the gazillionth time. I want to triumph. I really do, but it's so damn hard.
This time I'm trying some of the low carb My Fit Foods. Doctor recommended. Outrageously expensive. At least they taste good.
This time I'm older. I'm struggling with weight, asthma, menopause, migraines, and stress. I'm a hot mess. I'm on insulin and fast acting insulin and a pill, and now my doctor tells me my cholesterol is high and my white blood cell counts are elevated. I never learn, do I?
Or I never keep it up and follow through. I go for so long before I peter out. Hit. The. Wall.
That wall hurts!
So here I go again. For the gazillionth time. I want to triumph. I really do, but it's so damn hard.
This time I'm trying some of the low carb My Fit Foods. Doctor recommended. Outrageously expensive. At least they taste good.
1 comment:
How are you doing? I haven't checked on your blog in awhile. It is hard to stay low carb all the time!! Good for us, yes. Majorly beneficial for us, absolutely. But still hard. I don't have insulin or any condition that warrants eating lc - I just know carbs are poison! Hugs to you and hope you're doing well.
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